Nightmares

As the wedding approaches, my nightmares are getting worse. Don't get me wrong, I'm very excited about my wedding. However, the problems with both of our families are stressing me out. Honestly, I'm more afraid of her side. I really get the feeling that her dad would hurt me if he could. That's mostly what my nightmares are about. Usually he shows and beats the shit out of me or he shoots me or Alyssa gets hurt and he beats me up and doesn't let me see her. In my dreams, my family just ignores me. They won't let me stay at their houses or support me. They give me shit for marrying her.
I do kind of feel ignored by my family, but I know for some of them that it's an uncomfortable topic. I wish they'd just acknowledge that they received the invitations.
I figure I'm doing pretty good in life. I'm graduating with a 3.8 or something from college. I'm applying to Grad school. I'm getting married. It's a fairly solid beginning.
Apparently, they don't think so.